Why?

As Kati and I were driving home tonight, I had the thought of why i put myself down as much as I do? Now please dont take this as me being prideful or boastful, but I do not think I am such a bad person. I try to do what is right and when i am able to i do my best to help people. there is so much that i need to work on and get better at but I am so blessed and have every reason to be happy. I am married to the most amazing woman. She doesnt see herself that way but i do. She is funny, smart, absolutely gorgeous, talented in so many ways, creative, and best of all she is my best friend. I have an awesome family. we may be a little nuts but we are nuts together. i have an unwavering testimony of the church. I am sealed to kati for eternity. i have a great set of in laws. i have a job. it may be a job that i dont care for but i am not unemployed. i am able to attend school. i have my health. i live in a country that is, for the most part, free.
i see this as being touched by the hand of God in making me see all that is good in my life and not really give too much weight to those things that do not matter all that much. I am going to do my best to get better and seeing what is good and not focus so much on the negative that is in my life.